Motherpeace

I did a tarot card reading on myself tonight, because I've had a lot of questions I've needed answered. Here's the results:

1. Significator (who/where you are at the moment): Daughter of swords, inverted- impatient and frustrated by difficulty, wants action at any cost. attitudes may turn obstacles and delays into anger and defeat

2. Atmosphere (event or action for reading): Priestess of Swords, upright- clear about purpose and direction. can be alone and stay responsible and connected to others. has integrity by knowing how to have joy and discipline. she sends out her wishes and desires.

3. Crosscurrent (lessons of cycle): 7 of discs, tilted right- woman waits for baby to be born and melons to ripen, she's pushing the birth

4. Root (unconsciously standing on): Daughter of cups, sideways close to inverted- not open now. may be unaware of why she's closed. may feel like she needs a lot and can't get enough, may feel lonely despairing and overworked

5. Passing away (event in past week): 5 of swords, sideways- she uses some control or discipline to change a pattern

6. Sky (personality/behavior in world/spirit connection): Son cups, sideways- not able to completely focus inside self. withdrawn but not entirely at peace.

7. Near future (tomorrow/next week): 10 of wands, upright- extreme output of energy and can perhaps go too far. taken on too much at once? need to pay attention to effects, especially on nervous system

8. Self concept (in harmony or conflict with significator): XI strength, tilted left but upright- inner fire/desire effects transformations through powerful unseen magic. she uses this energy without fear because she feels a deep connection to community and the earth. archetypal free and independent woman who knows how to use the life froce, chi, kundalini energy.

9. Hopes and fears: 5 of discs, upright- in a waiting time, with tendency to worry. can do simply and basic tasks to ground and calm herself. may be feeling stress about survival, money, or something shes not getting enough of.

10. House (energy I am drawing to self as help or hinder): VIII justice, sideways- there is some doubt that things are going to turn out right, and that the universe and she will get what they need

11. Outcome (minor arcana): 9 of discs, upright- healer woman goes to desert to make sand painting. she is in a solitary and creative period. connected to her healing and artistic abilities, and may want to be outside among the non-human creatures.